There has been an increase in visible homelessness in Lincoln. I don't know why, but it's here. I work down town and I work at 7:30 am, so maybe that's why I see it. This morning as I was walking to my building, I noticed a boy? girl? man? woman? sleeping on a bench near the door I usually enter. My first reaction was to shift paths and go to a different door. As I entered the building I passed a maintenance man that I work with frequently and mentioned to him that there was a homeless person on the bench. He said he'd tell security.
By the time I reached my office, my heart was so heavy. Why did I change paths? Why did I "report" that person? Off all the people on earth, the homeless are one group of people that Jesus would have spared no thought about helping.
Since I get to work so early, I typically make oatmeal for breakfast once I'm in the office. As I was getting ready to make it, a very strong yet gentle voice popped in my head, "Give him your food". Immediately I rushed in making the oatmeal and prayed to God that he/she was still on that bench. As I walked outside with my piping hot oatmeal and a water bottle, my heart pounded. He/she was still there. What should I do? I'd never approached anyone sleeping on a bench before. I said, "Excuse me" a few times with no response. I *think* I heard a very faint mumble, but wasn't sure among all the morning traffic. I touched his/her back but got no reaction. I said that I had oatmeal and water and would leave it on the bench.
I don't know if the food was eaten at all.
My heart still feels sad, because my first reaction was to avoid and run away. I don't want to teach my daughters that. I want them to follow in the footsteps of Jesus, and take heed in the message our new Pope is proclaiming and demonstrating.
I just wanted to share - I by no means feel that I am amazing or wonderful for giving away my breakfast. I feel heavy-hearted, but very blessed that the message (I believe it was a message!) spoke to me so clearly and that I listened.
I have learned through the years to listen to that voice and follow through. It has always proven to be what was needed in certain situations and I know in my heart it was God putting those feelings there. You never know how far your influence reaches or what you do can affect others so be aware to do good always....bless you!
ReplyDeleteBest, Ann Curtis
I agree, Ann! Bless you, too.
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